3.07.2016

桃色だちたる春の陽

桃の節句も過ぎて、気温も緩み、桜の蕾も膨らみきってあとは開花を待つのみ三月上旬、春の訪れは色んなものを運んでくる。
まず、花粉。
生命の解放の明るい兆しと別れの感傷的な気持ちもまた然り。
出会いと別れを繰り返す奇跡をあとどれくらい謳歌することができるだろうかと、レッスン後、皇居のお堀の前で、うっかり選んでしまったやや浮かれた飲み物を飲みつつ、ひとり内観、且つ壮大に思い巡らながら、観光客に混じって数時間越しのセッティングによる髪のこのお粗末なセルフィールの愉快な時間。
今日は誰かの誕生日、誰かが星になった日、いつでもどこでもある普遍的な二元論、過去未来、いい面悪い面、悲しみ喜び、その両方を受け入れる力。さらに、これからまだ見ぬ将来とたった今から起こる近い未来に出会うであろう喜びとあらゆる感情を持って満たされる事を私は以前よりももっと信じています。
だから、春って素晴らしい。

here in japan where there was peach festival on 3rd march that already has passed, temperature is getting loose and warm, in early march, buds of cherry also bulge and only is waiting for flowering. the arrival of spring carries a lot of things. first of all, pollen for me. I'm kinda suffering. and, the bright signs being released of the life and vice versa. there's also such sentimental feelings of the farewell on the life. I stayed to think for a while after my class in front of the moat of the imperial palace, whether I will be possible to enjoy those miracle of repeating encounter and farewell on my rest of life. With having a little merry drink I've chosen carelessly with easygoing, got some introspection alone, magnificent meditating, and while mixing to tourists, took a lousy selfie by my hair style that has been setting over a few hours by my dance intensive. It was such a pleasant and playful time. 
Today, it is someone's birthday, and being who goes to live in one star. Everything has two side good side bad side past future sorrow joy. Together they come. and that's you must embrace both someone/something you love as the selfsame things. I tried. and I belive in what I would meet next future or near future I had never seen before. I feel like it's better to fill with joy and all emotional things. that's why a spring time is wonderful for me.