3.16.2019

無題37


感情レベルの過剰発達なのか、三日連続で悪夢を見る
ある程度、常に冷静でいることは大事なことだ。
際限なく、一人でも大丈夫な性格は、平穏でいることが簡単そうだけど、
なんだか常に忙しない。



朝、玄関を開けると、今日も鳩が電線に止まっている。ここ数日連続して、少し考え事をしている風な、
何か意思を感じる様子で留まっている鳩を見かけていたのだが、
その佇まいが何となくかわいいなという程度であまり気に留めなかった。
外から帰ったら、エントランスの脇に植林された木にまた例の鳩がいるので、様子を伺うと、メスの鳩が巣で待っていた。
適当な枝を見つけて、飛び戻ってくるオスの鳩は私が近づいても、怯える様子もない。
土曜日の緩やかな昼下がりにのん気にその絵を眺めながら、ほのぼのしたけど、
鳩は、細菌を持ってきたり、糞を散らかすからあんまり好かれないんだなあ。
タイミングよく久しぶりに母親からメッセージがきたので、鳩嫌いには最悪か。と末尾につけて、伝えると、
「フン害ですね。(笑)」
母は、調子が良さそうだった。


Do I watch a bird? I often saw a pigeon sitting on a wire recently, from my balcony. That pigeon looked having something of a purpose and it was kinda cute. But, I didn't care so much. I just noticed a pigeon carrying a twig. Pigeons nesting in a tree planted next to an entrance gate. That's what it is getting quite spring like. Except for poos trouble.


 

3.12.2019

無題36

こがなきゃ倒れる自転車稼業に休みなし。
これしかなかったんだと言い聞かす。
頑張ろう。

Reality does much more ironical than fiction does as if you feel like you can't be saved. Even so, in any ways, you must be hilarious at the peak because it can be hugely freeing with paradox itself. The more terrific it happened, the more I would think I had not done anything yet. It is not certain whether that is a story of when I writhed in a toilet the other day and, weeped in silence. I'll be dancing at tonight. I'm not sure the details that might be something of private party. I just do dance. Dance itself ,doing from me, doesn't have to need any validation, though. If they told me at first ,Birthday etc,  I would do something for them. If a writer says that this work will leave it to the imagination of the readers, if it is such irresponsible work,  Id say this : please you return my time back.  So, sometimes It would demand a drastic way. And, I love that. For the life at times, just only one person prepared to act is precious rather than collect the 100 people of opinion that does not take the responsibility. while just making sure of pieces playing data formed by the other sound sources is reproduced in this lovely morning. 

3.10.2019

無題35

I went to Tokyo international Forum where’s near by my studio for seeing art works after my Sunday classes of Ginza. One of my dancing students informed me an exhibition of World Art Tokyo, which is recommended by ambassador from each their countries and displaying her work too. She is living in Tokyo from Croatia, much senior to me. I am happy to be she is interested in my class, joining in my lesson for a long time. She loves to dance. Her style is a very vivacious abstract expression with colorful paints. Her dance too is innocent and always good smiles on her face. It is a very good feeling. I wanted to drop by Art Fair though. I didn’t make it.
I somewhat feel my memories are about to be fragments by what is in crossing people every day. Also, I am absorbed into myself, and vice versa. Hard to distinguish is, as it were, interlaced with past, present and endless fantasy of mine. It's seen as unstoppable sometimes but that's fine so far. There's a room to update anytime, imagination and creativity is unlimited, and a great thing if you have some time to stop your feet in front of art, culture and so on. It’s capable of depicting deep humanity gives yourself understanding much more. Though, of course there's also a part of what would never have been mapped. And, everyone in the world might not like it can be uninterested. But, that is the way makes time enjoyable and worthwhile. I believe in what to make something of the real peaceful figure by feeling. It's a typical story if that can be put in people’s shoes and known that there are people who think process differently, for the world is going to be wider to look for ways problems can be solved. I will whirl as ever to have connecting to specific experiences as super sensuousness and generate the cycle out of nowhere.
Supposed, her work has been installed at Haneda airport. Anyone would see it?
銀座のレッスンの後、国際フォーラムで開催中のWorld Art Tokyoに行きました。
私のクラスに年はずっと上ですが、僭越ながらもう長いこと通ってくれている方が、この展覧会にクロアチア代表で作品を展示しているとのことで、お知らせいただきました。彼女の作風は、色鮮やかな絵の具でエネルギッシュに描く抽象的な表現によるもの。作品と同じく、無邪気で伸び伸びとしていて、いつもいい笑顔で踊っていただいています。今年の展示では、彼女の作品だけが、羽田空港ターミナル設営されているとのこと。こちらの展覧会は、各大使館の推薦のようですが、同期やってたArt Fairにも行きたかったけど、全然、時間に間に合いませんでした。
人間交差点のような毎日で、もしくは、過去と現在と私の止めどなく続いてしまう幻想が交錯し、最近はいよいよ記憶が断片化してしまうのではないかと思ったりもしますが、こうやって作品を見る時間、人間性を深く理解するためのよすがを嗜むことができる文化や芸術は改めて素晴らしいと思いました。別れと出会いを通り抜け、掴んで手放してを繰り返す。内側から輝き湧いて溢れるような感覚を頼りに踊りながら、どれくらいのことを受けとって、どんなことが待ち構えているか思いを馳せながら。西日が眩しい銀座通りにて。
TROPICAL REFLECTIONS
1995 | oil on canvas
Georgia Borcic